Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Lost Sister by Cathy Song

Guided Reading Questions

 Look at the poem in some of the same terms in which you’d view a story. What is the setting (or settings)? What is the plot? Who is the speaker? What is the conflict?

The setting for the first half of the poem Lost Sister is in ancient China. The second half of the poem takes us overseas to modern America. Cathy Song again hints at an ambiguous wilderness where “loneliness can strangulate like jungle vines.” I believe this wilderness is an analogy to the angst Chinese women feel in their everyday lives in China. The plot of the poem is about two Chinese women who are sisters, one have immigrated to America and feels out of place, much like any foreigner who feels stuck between feelings of no longer inhabiting one’s native country versus being in a new country. The speaker is an outsider looking in at these two similar conflicts arising in the lives of the two Chinese women. 

The author Cathy Song uses these two characters as a means to explain her own cultural identity issues. The central conflict of the story is that both the women face degrees of isolation, helplessness and discrimination in their two different worlds. The Chinese woman is filled with sorrow and helplessness because in ancient China women’s lives were already predetermined from birth. From peasant women to the rich elite, women were just secondary characters in their own stories and lives. From the ancient cultural tradition of binding women and girls’ feet in shoes the sizes of teacups to the manual laboring on the rice fields, traditional Chinese women weren’t expected to do much other than menial work and mother-wifely duties. On the other hand, the other Chinese sister is a foreigner in America, a place she feels she do not belong and cannot completely assimilate into. These women both suffer from a sense of loss of their own individual identity.

        Jade is given special significance. What is the symbolism of Jade according to the poem?

Jade plays a very significant role in Chinese culture. Jade is a precious stone that can be found in China and Burma. The Chinese people have used this valuable stone for a variety of crafts, spiritual healing and jewelry. Jade’s meaning to the Chinese people is of beauty, purity and grace. The symbolism of Jade in the poem is that like Jade, Chinese women are very important to Chinese society. Chinese women are expected to be all of those characteristics listed above; pure, beautiful and graceful. 

In the second half of the poem Jade’s meaning is changed when Song writes, “You find you need China: your one fragile identification, a jade link handcuffed to your wrist.” Now Song uses Jade to mean a bridge of heritage to all Chinese people no matter where they may live in the world. They will always be Chinese and have a connection to Ancient China. Since this poem is about Cathy Song’s identity issues of being both of Chinese and Korean descent living in Hawaii, I can understand why Song would make such a poem about the lives of a traditional Chinese woman and an immigrant Chinese woman like her mother. Song feels a strong connection to the stone jade which gives her a sense of security while finding comfort in China. She overemphasizes Jade throughout the poem because the Chinese culture finds Jade invaluable.

 Find other images of nature in the poem. Where do those images exist? In what country? In what way is nature a significant part of the speaker’s culture?

The first three images of nature is talking about the stone Jade. According to the poem, Jade is found in mountains and hills where men were tempted to move them just to get to these treasurable stones. Then the author uses the image of a dormant rooted willow tree to describe the movement of Chinese women who would be forced to walk in shoes the size of tea cups. The author goes back to the imagery of Jade where female Chinese immigrants would dilute Jade green with the blue of the Pacific. Meaning the Chinese women would rather immigrate to a foreign land instead of staying in their native country. Another imagery is used when Song uses a tide of locust to describe Chinese people immigrating in great numbers to another country. 

The use of strangulation of jungle vines is also used in the middle half of the poem. Most of these images exist in China while some is in the America. The speaker uses nature to express the fact that she believe Chinese immigrants are leaving behind their customs, identity and their culture whenever they move to another country. She uses images of nature to showcase a mood of disapproval of Chinese immigration. She also uses imagery to highlight the challenges the Chinese face while getting accustom to foreign life.


To be or not to be: That IS the question

I'm trying to churn out these two book ideas I have been twiddling my thumbs about. They keep playing off in my head but as soon as I click a new sheet in Microsoft Word document I seem to always get the blank brain. Where have my creativity gone lately? And how do I Wilnesshia Samuel, get it back???!!! Just recently I posted a comment on a group discussion on  LinkedIn, the author of the blog post was talking about how she(or he) was having a writers block. I had to agree, I too was in a major funk. I honestly cannot remember the last time I wrote a story.

I am scared to say I have fallen off the writers wagon. Oh, not completely. I'm still holding on for dear life but barely. As a child I could write so much stories, pages and pages in one setting. Now I'm... stuck. Where did the words go? Did they just walk off my pages without the decency of a goodbye? Did life stripe all of my stories of my inner world? I know I should have the good grace to say, "Hey, at least I've excelled in my standard essay/research writing. A strength I've always had but never cared to garner, until I started attending good ole' college.

Maybe my problem is that I'm always worrying about what I want to be when I grow up that I have stuck my head in the proviable sand. Maybe I am so scared to declare to the world that I would like to be an author/poet and die poor and rich in heart than to become a nurse or something else medically in the healthcare underworld. I mean imagine this, I walk up to my mom while she's cooking.

Me: "Hey, mom! What are you cooking?"
Mom: "It's pasta..."
Me: "Mom I smell meat, to be specific like goat."
Mom: "Okay, your right."
Me:  "Well, what else?"
Mom: "You'll just have to wait until the foods finish cooking."
Me: "Moooom."
Mom: "Have you finally decided a major you want to pursue?"
Me: "Well, you know I'm still declared under nursing, you know I've thought about social work while I was on that internship. And I did had that time were I was thinking about walking dogs. Okay I've found the major for me... writing, literature. The whole shabang."
Mom: -_- "What?"
Me: "I want to become a writer and a poet."
Mom "What? How do you go from nurse to dog walker to poet? Are you crazy?"
Me: ;(
Mom: "There's no money in being an author. You need more than a job you need a career. A writer would need to live from pay check to pay check. I don't want that for you. I don't want you to struggle."
Me: "I'll see you when dinners ready." Walks out while my over protective mom's still talking.

I'm sure every head strong-well meaning parent want for their college student to choose a career that has many prospective in the real world. Authors and poets aren't on many their bucket list. It's all about the doctors, nurses and lawyers, oh have it's always been. And if you're in the STEM careers, you are golden to a parent. They know you'll be making a lot of money and hopefully will have enough finance to be taking care of them in old age (wishful thinking on my mom and dad's part).



 “I think that it’s possible to be naively overoptimistic, and if you reach out to people who have absolutely no intention of reaching back to you, then you may be disillusioned.” _Anonymous

“Some days I'm Superman.  Some days I can't find a spoon to eat my cornflakes.” _Anonymous

“I think that each person must set his or her own definition of "big". Fame? Fortune? Being your own boss? Don't let others push you or stop you. Have a vision and work toward realizing it…” _Anonymous


My dreams of why I might want to open up a girl's group home

Here's an overview:

“A social worker or nurse wanting to have your own business helping others.”
 “A concerned citizen wanting to help disadvantaged populations before they're put out on the street.”
 “A socially-conscious entrepreneur looking for a way to help people through group homes and to make     a reasonable profit, too.”
 “A homeowner who would like to turn your house into a treatment center and make a living from it.”

The types of services I might provide:

Maternity homes for pregnant teens, shelters of all types, foster care homes, hospices, senior care, juvenile delinquency, released inmate halfway houses, sober homers and mentally ill adult homes.

Residential care home**
Teen group home *
Girls home**
Board and care home*

Group home for troubled teens*



The girls' home name I've been thinking about for a long time is: RoseMary's Garden

Why did I choose the name RoseMary's Garden?

RoseMary is a soft, warm feminine name. This name represents all the underprivileged girls ages 11-18 who may not have a loving home, responsible and supportive parents, are runaways or those who live in the foster care system. The general structure of the outside landscape will have rows and rows of rose gardens that surrounds the house. Also the house will have a beautiful botanical garden that the girls will have environmental sustainability lessons in. The motto is: All girls can grow up to become beautiful, elegant roses.

What services does RoseMary's Garden provide?

All of the girls who will be eligible for RoseMary's Garden housing will have a three hundred and sixty five days a year opportunity to settle into their new home! Each lovely girl will be cared for with breakfast, lunch, dinner and snacks. She will have her own bed along with the three other girls she will be sharing her room with. RoseMary's staff will be available at all time in case there is an emergency or if any of the girls need their assistance. We are dedicated to providing a wholesome, loving new home for each girl until she reaches the age nineteen. After nineteen the young lady is free to move on to living life in her own independence. 


RoseMary’s Garden is located in a wonderful suburban setting where the RoseMary’s girls can feel well-adjusted and refresh every single day breathing in the fresh air of the cool winter mornings or the smoldering steam of the summer heat. Tucked in a quiet residential neighborhood yet close to all essential amenities necessary for daily living. All interior and exterior living areas are spacious, comfortable and welcoming. A Registered Nurse with over ten years’ experience will be a part of the staff in case any of the girls need immediate medical treatment. We welcome you like family and strive for best quality outcomes.


RoseMary’s Garden have unique schedules and housing arrangements. For example there will be twelve girls at any given moment housed at our facility. Like what was mentioned above. There will be four girls to a spacious room with their own full size bed, nightstand and dressers. Each bedroom will have its own bathroom or “lady pod.” There might be a few sleeping arrangement options given to older RoseMary's Residents aged seventeen to eighteen where they can choose their own rooms but those choices are based on room availability and on a first come basis.

The rooms will be aged grouped to accentuate the priorities of the girls. For example, it is best if a cohort of girls age eleven are in a room together while girls aged fourteen are in a separate room. Our unique schedules include but aren't limited to: A bedtime schedule, a breakfast and dinner schedule, a field trip schedule and routine etc. Not all our routines are of strict structure and lack flavor and fun. How does this sound? Every RoseMary's Residents will be able to participate in getting up every day at six, eating breakfast, changing into yoga pants and go out into the garden and to practice calming yoga classes to the rising of the sun.

RoseMary’s Garden is located in a wonderful suburban setting where the RoseMary's Residents can feel well-adjusted and refresh every single day breathing in the fresh air of the cool winter mornings or the smoldering steam of the summer heat. Tucked in a quiet residential neighborhood yet close to all essential amenities necessary for daily living. All interior and exterior living areas are spacious, comfortable and welcoming. A Registered Nurse with over ten years’ experience will be a part of the staff in case any of the girls need immediate medical treatment. We welcome you like family and strive for best quality outcomes.


 Outings and community integration is done least 3 times per week and every weekend. RoseMary’s Residents can freely express themselves and voice their opinions. We provide an environment that promotes health, wellness and a level of independence for as many residents as possible, while facilitating their functional return to society. It is our desire to touch their lives in a positive way.

So how is my idea?

WARNING! This is an original idea, created from my own brain. There were no case of plagiarism in the making of this blog post. WARNING anyone who decides to steal any of these ideas from this will face a hefty fine and some time in jail because plagiarism is against the law. Personally it's not cool and pretty lame. Also I would like for them to official know that they suck!!

Services at my college I would be proud to be apart of

 “Being content and happy is true success. Yeah, don't say "I made it" because you actually didn't, and you never actually will because the hands of time never cease to move.” _Anonymous

Service-Learning
America Reads*
Student Ambassador Program
(President's Volunteer Service Award)
(Study Abroad)
(Volunteer at North Shore)
AmeriCorps
Smoking Prevention
(Alternative Breaks)
Community Partnerships
Strong Women, Strong Girls

Strong Women, Strong Girls (SWSG) provides MDC students with part-time AmeriCorps national service positions. SWSG helps recruit, train, and support these women to serve as mentors to girls in grades 3-5.

The college women implement a project-based learning and skill-building curriculum that provides the elementary school girls with opportunities to develop positive self-efficacy, gain access to enrichment experiences, and study contemporary and historic female role models.

Each of the college students selected for SWSG receive an AmeriCorps stipend and an AmeriCorps Education Award (a combined value of approximately $3000 per student). Miami Dade College uses the SWSG grant funds to support program implementation including program supplies, postage, photocopying, food, recognition, and field trips.



What is my dream job description?


My definition:

§  A job with flexible hours, a job with a constant or occasional change of scenery.

§  A job that I can travel the world while working. Working with a good size team. Nice compensation and benefits. A job where I can help those in need. Where skills and talent shine. Where I am filled with the feeling of fulfillment and that my efforts matter. For example, traveling nurse.

My inspiration:
§  "I personally don't think that you're born into leadership or your groom into leadership. Or even that you can be train into leadership. I believe that leadership is how you deal with the challenges that you face in your life. And with the knowledge that you pick up from the way that you deal with it and whether you squander it and whether you share it.”_Toyin Saraki


My advice:
§  “The best advice for young people is to make a research on job and career that you’re interested to pursue, talk with the people who are in that professions, know your ability and strengths and weaknesses too! Know your aims and goals in getting that job or your soon to be profession. Elementary, middle, high schools and colleges would be wise to conduct a career talk, to expose students of the prospective (and obviously the REALITY) of the jobs. It is expected for the young to make mistake, but what is important is to lessen the mistake.”

-Anonymous 

Topic for today??? Euthanasia!!!

           No. Really the topic for today is euthanasia. And while this topic is very grim and seedy. We must discuss why and who receives euthanasia. Of course I will throw in my two cents in the conversation

            Euthanasia is one of those topics where it is widely debated and can cause more than a few ruffled feathers. For the many people who are up in arms about euthanasia and the supposed uproar that it entails there are many people who are supportive of it, like me. I am a supporter of assisted suicide and euthanasia, especially for those who are sick, both mentally and physically ill and who do not wish to live any longer. J. Gay-Willams opposes euthanasia and therefore is on the other side of the debate. This sticky topic will be handled with careful hands and with the utmost respect as I dismantle his opposing view.

J. Gay Willams in his article begins by saying that euthanasia is inherently wrong. And that just because a person might want to die, it doesn't make it right to kill them. I will first point out that in my opinion euthanasia and killing are two different words with two very different meanings. At least when it comes to a dying person wanting to die versus someone killing another. A willing participant in euthanasia is just that-willing in the act that will be performed on them. While killing is the act of taken the person’s life without regards to them or their feelings.

One side is consent to “kill them” or allow them to die. While another side is smothering them in their sleep just because they cheated on you on your fortieth wedding anniversary. Williams also goes on to clarify what he believes to be the difference between euthanasia and killing. He says that passive euthanasia is a misleading phrase and a mistake. His examples was if a person, after finding out that they will no longer benefit from medication or treatment refuses to do treatment or take medication soon after dies than that really wasn't killing in comparison to other methods of euthanasia.

I find it actually funny that Mr. Willams believes that every single human being on this planet has a natural incline to continue on living. I will agree to an extent, animals-that includes humans- does have an uncanny resilience to live. Whether to procreate or live life to the fullest is not what I'm hinting to. Humans, most of the time, does want to live long prosperous lives. Not all humans in fact will live long prosperous lives. And not all humans want to be alive, nor are all humans healthy and happy. There are some who are terminally ill who suffer every day and have no way out. No escape route aside from euthanasia. A route I do not think anyone else aside from the sufferer should choose, unless the person is in a permanent coma or vegetative state, then a legal guardian should be able to choose.

Mr. Willams says, “Euthanasia does violence to this natural goal of survival. It is literally acting against nature because all the processes of nature are bent towards the end of bodily survival.” I will like to note to Williams that humans aren't just guided by nature nor hormones. We have the rationale to decide our faiths. He should not use a bogus accuse such as the nature versus nurture survival mechanism which excludes the fact that individuals are capable of deciding if they should die or not when in pain. Why allow a person to die in agony just so they can die “naturally”? Humans have made advances way beyond ordinary animals, we choose to live in luxury and comfort. A great portion of human societies have lived in technological and scientific comforts that nature cannot afford us.



What's in session today? Genetic Engineering!



Today in class we had to write an essay about our views on Genetic Engineering. My professor wanted, me, on March 20, 2014 to turn in my incomplete barely-thought-out opinion on genetic engineering. Great! I had my reservations going into class but I was silent enough and didn't shake my head and fidget too much during his lecture. Aw man, where do I begin...

Is cloning human beings moral or ethical? No. Why not? Because humans should not be cloned. In theory it sounds cool but putting it into reality is not practical. I would watch a science fiction or fantasy movie with cloned humans. I do not want to live in a world where there actually are cloned humans. What is the point in cloning humans?

I do not see the immediate benefits of cloning, nor do I see the long term benefits at all. Cloning people is morally wrong because what good comes out of it? I do not feel there is any good therefore the practice is unnecessary and should not be used. If it isn't broke why fix it? I feel science and technology can help create wonderful advantages in our society.

Where would human innovation and to an extent, human evolution be if there weren't any science and technology? Where would modern first world nations be if we didn't have refrigerators? Cars? Trains? Television? What if Einstein never found out about gravity and the third rule of motion? Many first world nations see the examples of luxury that technology and science bring every single day, while other countries that lack basic necessities do not have the comfort of having such lifestyles.

I love both just like the next person but I do not believe humans should be excessive when it comes to the next “discovery” or breakthrough in technology. Just because we can, doesn't mean we should. And even when we should there a bad people in this world who will use these miracles to destroy, dominate and conquer. Cloning, just seems wasteful in the grand scheme of things.

Let’s push cures for bone disease and Aids instead of giving funding to research labs whose goals are to experiment with genetic engineering to one day allow people the option to clone themselves. There are some issues best left to rational, intelligent people who have the masses best interest at heart. I do not want clones of Ted Bundy’s walking around. Nor do I want to see generational versions of Jeffery Dahmer because for every sane person there’s always three coo-coo persons who wants Satanist children or to reincarnate a cult leader. Someone might even try to get Hitler DNA and try to resurrect him. If cloning will be available to those who can afford it in the future, I can almost guarantee that it will do more harm than good.